Insomnia.
Here I am. Staring blankly at the clock as it reads 4:20 AM. I have to wake up for work in less than three hours, but yet… here I am. It’s been another night of tossing and turning. I can’t sleep. These nights have become frequent in the last month and it’s finally starting to catch up to me. My sleeping is irregular. My eating is different. My eyes are baggy. I’ve become highly irritable. I am in the midst of my most devasting creative block. My... Read More
Love Bomb
I bought the N.E.R.D. – Seeing Sounds album via iTunes the other week after hearing Sooner or Later on Youtube for the first time. Then I heard Everyone Nose. Then I found this gem on the album that should be the next single. It’s fuckin’ HOT. I love it. Such a great song. I’ve been rocking out to the entire CD for the whole week. Definitely worth the money, or download for all you pirating whores. Sitting Here in this white padded room Imagining I’m... Read More
My Only 2009 Resolution
Nearing the end of 2009, I naturally began thinking about what I wanted to do in 2009. For some reason, I felt obligated to make this one of my biggest years. I guess that comes with starting my career, moving to a new city by myself, and turning 21. So, I sort of cheated. I thought about making a list. But that’s too definite. I don’t want to check items off of a list this year. Instead, I want to do so much that heading into 2010 all I can say is “Damn, now... Read More
AC Trip Recap: 1/11/09
I was going to go home this weekend to visit my parents and friends down in Maryland, but at the last minute my card partner and good friend Brendan asked if I could make a trip down to AC this weekend for a session. I had looked up some rooms earlier this week to see if I could get Comped for the weekend but couldn’t so I originally told him I couldn’t make it because I didn’t want to pull a 24 hour grind like in the old days… but determined and feeling... Read More
Thank You New York
I moved to The Big Apple on September 2nd. And while I owe everything to New York and would not rather be anywhere else in the world, I have to come to realize that like all apples, there are rotten ones, even some that have worms eating out the insides until there is nothing left to feed on. For those rotten ones New York, I thank you. I thank you for the opportunities that present themselves on the concrete fields that is Manhattan. I thank you for the struggling actresses... Read More
Yes I Can. Make an Obama Poster…
Yes I Can. I never really bought into the whole Obama craze. Granted, I voted for the man, but at the same time, I felt as if it were a lose/lose situation. We have an inexperienced nominee and then we have an old prick who doesn’t know what the hell he’s going to do in this mess of a situation. So, instead of going with the old prick, I figured I’d vote for the guy who has everything to lose. When a man is pressured like that, wants it as bad as Obama does,... Read More
